Turquoise trees and ocean breezes
Loving you was nice
But it’s a new day, a new season"
Why do I have to be so socially awkward? I just want friends. BE MY FRIEND
As I’m typing this, I need you to know that how it’s to be read is as if I’m talking fast and out of breath because that is exactly how I feel while typing these words.
I wonder if you realized that you’re the only one I can speak to without having to “try”
even though I’m working on myself currently that I’d rather be wrapped in your arms.
That I’m not strong enough yet to get into something deep.
I don’t want to use you as a crutch but I want to love you indefinitely
hold you and feel your breath on my skin and feel your lips on mine.
I want to hold you and tell you those three words that everyone takes for a joke nowadays
but I want to be there for you if time would only allow it.
I wonder if you wonder about me.
I wonder how you can be so unhappy but happy with me.